"Guide dog" player and guild embrace sightless guildmate, steer team to victory

My name is Nico and my character is Ignatious on Chamber of Aspects (EU). I'm co-GM/officer in a guild called Die Safe. We are a small (15 to 20 accounts) casual guild whose members like to raid on a couple of nights a week. I'd like to make clear that as a guild we are not hardcore or elitist, and we try to stay out of the realm spotlight as much as possible, so this isn't exactly familiar territory for me.
In our guild, we have a member that raids with us who is completely blind. His name is Ben Shaw, and he currently plays an enhancement shaman called Hexu. Ben used to be a soldier in the British Army and, whilst serving in Iraq, was involved in an incident with a roadside bomb in Basra. As a result of the explosion, Ben suffered multiple shrapnel wounds and had to have both of his eyes surgically removed.
Ben is a strong-willed individual and was not prepared to accept that he could no longer do all the things he previously enjoyed, even if that meant challenging peoples' preconceptions about blindness. Since the incident, he has embarked on numerous activities considered off limits to the visually impaired, some of which have been reported in the international press.
Everyone does their fair share of relaying information to Ben, but none more so than Davidian, our resident death knight.
Davidian is played by a young Scotsman called Owen, and without him I don't think it would be possible for us to make it work. Owen literally operates as Ben's in-game guide dog -- he's just as hairy as one, too! Our Mumble chat is always filled with details of upcoming dangers and the constant scream of 'Follow me, Ben!' and 'Bloodlust, Ben, Bloodlust!!!!'
This guy is genuinely a superstar and deserves the same amount of credit and acknowledgement, if not more. Ever since he took on the role of leading Ben around, he has never once moaned or complained and never considered it a burden. He's always coming up with new and innovative ways to execute the fights, and, honestly, I cannot sing his praises enough.
Introducing Owen, aka Davidian, Ben's in-game guide and friend.
Main character DavidianGuild Die Safe
Realm Chamber of Aspects
WoW Insider: Reading the links Nico provided in his news tip makes it easy enough to see the fire and determination that's brought Ben back to playing WoW, but what about you, Owen? How did you come to play World of Warcraft in the first place?
Owen/Davidian: I only started playing WoW in February 2010 after being a very committed console gamer looking for a change. I was a FPS player always playing games that took minimal thought and that you could throw down after a few matches, but my girlfriend told me to try WoW, and I haven't looked back.
And how long have you known Ben?
I was greeted by Ben with a very enthusiastic hello on our guild's Mumble server when I joined in February 2011 and haven't looked back. Unfortunately, I did not know Ben before his deployment and loss of sight, but this did not stop us forming a tight bond in game.
How did that bond evolve?
I came to take on the role of Ben's personal "guide dog" after a few others had tried and failed. Before I joined the guild, Ben was not a consistent raider, as it often relied on ex-members' being in the mood for an extra challenge. Where people were seeing it as a challenge, I see it as a delight to have somebody as committed as Ben to raid beside. Ben and I clicked straight off the bat, and this made it simple to see Ben as a raider not a burden.

My role to Ben is that I play as his in-game eyes, using the follow function put into a macro he can tab through the group and target and follow me. ... Every encounter, Ben is using a series of macros (e.g., target of target) to play his way through the game. Everything from boss fights to a simple repair goes through me. An example of this is the drakes in Dragon Soul that take you out to Warlord Zon'ozz and Yor'sahj. I have to first target them for Ben to interact with my target to take the flight out before I can.
Probably one of the most helpful things in the game for me is the addon GTFO, which helps me that little bit extra when there is loads of things going on. That just gives me that clear signal of "OK, I am dying ... That means Ben is as well -- gotta move." Other than that, clear voice communication is probably the best thing to go by. Our Mumble channel is always flying with commands to help Ben, from a simple "Run in, Ben!" from a knockback to a "BLOODLUST, BEN!!!!"
What key changes must the raiding group make to accommodate Ben's gameplay?
The main key changes are the time and preparation that people have to put in to not only learn the fight but learn a completely new way of doing the fight. It's all fair going on YouTube watching a fight, then doing it, but when you have someone who cannot free roam on his own, things have to get mixed up. Our guild needs to be confident with each boss' tactics -- but not only do I also need to be confident with the bosses' tactics, I need to be confident with Ben's positioning too.
A huge thank-you needs to go out to Amy (Kors, GM) and Nico (Ignatious) for their creative tactics and approach to boss encounters, also to everyone else for their input on the encounters.
What was especially tough about getting Ben through Ragnaros, which you've pointed out was a particular struggle for the group?It wasn't specifically Ben that made the fight difficult. [It] was more my timings and others' were off, but we managed to overcome this when everyone took a step back and just thought about it. Having someone else firing the meteors that were targeted on Ben made it easier than having to get them myself and sending myself into a panic.
Just to add to everything, as of [this week], our guild -- Ben included -- has just downed Deathwing, so on to heroics next week. Can't wait. (Just thought I would send you a picture of the DPS at the end of Deathwing to show that Ben is not carried through and is a solid damage dealer.)
What's been the most difficult aspect of folding Ben into the raiding mix?
I feel the most difficult part of having Ben in the raiding mix was for me having to change the way you play the game. I mean to begin with, guiding Ben through raids was probably one of the hardest things I have had to do in WoW, seeing as I did not have much prior raiding experience anyway. But nowadays, it's second nature to me, and I actually find it harder to raid without Ben now 'cause it's something I am so used to. I remember going into the looking for raid and left-clicking things before right-clicking like I have to with Ben -- it's just an auto-pilot for me.
As a former FPS fan, what is it about WoW that's made an MMO player out of you?
I think it was the fact that you could sit down and learn new things every day. There's only so much you need to learn in an FPS before you can play well. [In] WoW, on the other hand, you have a variety of classes that can be advanced to do different things, and you're always changing to make yourself the best you can be. I don't want to count the gold I have spent on respecs or the amount of time I spend at the training dummies trying new things.
Other than that, the social aspect of WoW is so much more friendlier than what you get on your average FPS, where people are just screaming down the microphone thinking they're better than everyone. That's just annoying.

I have to say from my point of view that without Ben hot on my tail, I would just be lost in a raid. Everything I have accomplished and us as a guild, Ben has been there for it. Yes, we all have our off days and things seem to be impossible (e.g. Ragnaros), but it's never held against anyone. There is never a reaction to Ben alone; we don't see that having Ben there makes us more special than other guilds. He's just another one of the guys (and girls).
A huge praise needs to go out to all of the raiders in Die Safe. Without everyone's dedication, this would not be possible.
It sounds like the guild went through a period of struggling to learn how to work around Ben.
Yes, I would say it took some time to get the right group of people together -- but now that we have this committed group, I wouldn't change it for the world.

Some of us have met personally, but I haven't met Ben, although we have spoken about everyone getting together and meeting at some point this year, which would be an awesome adventure.
What's ahead? Do you see you and Ben and the rest of the guild sticking together in WoW and other games in the future?
Hopefully, start progressing through heroics in Dragon Soul and on to bigger things, but nothing will ever take me away from WoW, so you can expect to see me kicking around for a good few years still.
But other than WoW, our guild play loads of games together through Steam and are maybe looking to try out Star Wars. Not looking forward to this. ... I do think Ben and myself will be a solid unit that will continue into the future -- and who knows, maybe try conquer the guide-dog, ranged DPS side of things? But who knows what the future holds?
Filed under: Interviews, 15 Minutes of Fame
Transmog yourself into an Avenger!
6 blue posts to read before Diablo 3's launch
Cross-realm zones coming soon
All of the latest Mists of Pandaria news







Reader Comments (Page 6 of 6)
Noel Jan 22nd 2012 6:35PM
Touching, heartwarming story! Thank you so much for sharing.
raaawwrrrr Jan 25th 2012 4:43PM
obviously he doesn't need to see his keyboard, he's a dk
Tallin Jan 31st 2012 11:57PM
Looking at this from the perspective of a blind software QA engineer, the next step is clearly to replace or drastically reduce Davidian's "guide dog" duties with software--because, if something can run out of process with no human intelligence behind it except what the programmer put into it, then I can't think of a thing preventing me from throwing together some software that, instead of automating, gives audio queues for things. My only worry is that I'll get mistaken for a cheater bot and get banned either during testing, or during dissection of existing bots to see how they work before I neuter them.
Alag Feb 2nd 2012 7:52AM
Tallin
Contact Blizzard and explain what you want to do, and ask them as they may be able to help. Blizzard is a very contactable company and with stories like this, and people in the community that want to help like Owen and also yourself, they will i am sure try to help out in anyway they can.
Plus the may look on it as a PR exercise.
jimb073 Feb 4th 2012 1:16PM
Gratz to Owen and Ben, a truly amazing feat.
It just goes to show that a simple thing as beleif in your abilities, means you can achieve the most improbable things.
/salute to Owen. I have a great deal of respect for anyone that is willing to help without question or complaint. You Sir, are a gentleman and a scholar.
/bow to Ben. My thoughts are with you mate (from one squaddie to another). The one true constant I have experienced in my life, is that irrespective of where they are from, or where they serve, you can never underestimate a Soldier. The determination, enthusiasm and drive they have is simply second to none. I spent 25 yrs in the British army, the last 2 years with the use of just one arm, having been injured in Afghan. I thought I would never play wow again (a game i loved for the last 6yrs), but with a bit of grit and will power, i am able to overcome some of the things i thought would be impossible.
My difficulties seem nothing compared to what Owen and Ben have to face, and I hope that both of them enjoy many years of WoW. Finally, it would be nice to see Blizzard implement something in-game to recognize these two awesome individuals.
Britty Feb 5th 2012 8:55AM
This is one of the very few times where reading WoW Insiders has tears streaming down my face. This is an absolutely amazing story! I must admit, I haven't had much faith in humanity recently. This, however, makes it clear that there are people who have hearts of gold.
elite16monster Feb 7th 2012 6:56PM
Wonderful to read about, brings hope and such.
Allarya Feb 8th 2012 1:50PM
Every time I have a bad day on wow, I pull up this page from my bookmarks and re-read it. This is absolutely the most amazing and inspiring story from the Wow community that I have read. :) Both players, Hexu and Davidian, make me want to help people more each time I do read this. This story just reminds me that there are good people, even on the worst days. A major salute of respect to the both of you!
LB. Feb 11th 2012 11:38AM
This is the coolest story I have ever read! I have have a never ending respect for all of you in Die Safe. I would be honored to be part of such an accomplishment. Never underestimate the power of dedication and friendship! /Salute
Deuth Feb 17th 2012 6:32AM
This is kind of silly if you think about tit deeply.. yeah without being all heart warming and a story of an underdog all that stuff... wow is a good game but really to be honest i know that there are other ways of enjoying things... but with this vision is a key factor.. he may be able to play and say what you want but there can't be much enjoyment of hearing BEN BLOODLUST when you can't even see what the hell you are doing. ye syou can hit keys and hear a bunch of talk but if you can't see you achievements to what your character is doing what the hell is th point its kind of like eating without taste buds.. so to be honest to me this is kind of retorted... as a tight nit group yes and from someone willing to help someone else like this is good but.. there is no point. he's not having fun.
edge Feb 17th 2012 3:55PM
I'm sure Ben will be surprised to hear that he's not having fun. Thank god there are people like you to point it out to him. Kudos to you!
Srslyyeswai Feb 22nd 2012 11:10AM
Sorry guy, but you're the "retorted" one here. Jeez man. Step outside your tiny head for a second and appreciate how effing cool this is and how much heart all of these people have.
carolyn Mar 6th 2012 7:19PM
you have no ideal what its like , have you ever sat down and helped someone who could not see have fun, my grandaughter is blind but when i help her to play just seeing the smile on her face and the laugher is amazing, its the human interaction that is so important and know you are with people laughing and getting frustrated as much as they are . unless you have even been apart of someones life that has a disabitlity you have no ideal what you are talking about , this guy and the people in his guild take the time to make sure he has as much fun as they do. i appauled DIE SAFE guild and all the people out there in the game and world for saying heck yeah lets have fun.
deuth85dks Feb 17th 2012 6:33AM
der der der retorted retorted retorted
b_meek Feb 21st 2012 1:24PM
I just want to say as a vet myself, that I cannot begin to thank you enough for helping a fellow vet out. Hats off doesn't begin to do it. Also, is anybody aware that there is a legend of a blind samurai warrior named Zatoichi? I think he should change his name to this. :)
Once again thank you, so few people take time to think about the things a disabled vet misses out on, and now, there is one less thing for us to worry about.
jdb8295 Mar 2nd 2012 6:27PM
I've been playing Pokemon with my nephew who lost his eyesight in a car crash a few years ago, so I somewhat understand the bond thats formed. I find that I'm closer with him than most other people in my family.
But full on raiding? Thats astounding. I've got to say kudos to both of you and everyone in your guild. Its people like you who restore my hope for humanity.
carolyn Mar 6th 2012 7:19PM
I am so glad to see that their are so many people out there that see that someone with a disablitily can be as helpfull if not more . we all have our short commings . that is what i like about wow ,no matter what is going on in your life you can still have fun at any age or disability with a little help from your friends. thank you for sharing such a touching story GO DIE SAFE GO, I pray i dont come up against your guild in battle with the team work you have going i am dead for sure...lol